@ireneista I have a good answer! It's therapeutic for me.
I'm autistic and if I get out of my comfort zone or am stressed in the wrong way it can be really overwhelming to view the world in an unusual way - so programming for me is the practice of making sense. Of spray-painting random strokes on all these ideas that feel so foreign & established; timeless and unchangeable.
By writing a partial inaccurate implementation of some research paper or graphics library I get to really experience how I shove up against those ideals. Sometimes I'll really believe why something is done in a certain way, but still resist it because it's out of reach for my skill level. And that's wonderful to just kind of wallow in.
Learning at whatever pace my mended little brain can handle 🖤



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