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"our ass is so fried n this shit is like straight up dead man"
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me&i of dizzying variety; art. body art. music art. poems, sometimes.
walks on the beach. encounters on the train. shoots the goriest porn. photo edits. allegedly knows how to play the piano

would like to glow one day. for now makes do with 4g septum and the credit card implant being processed

msinfo32 programs. a lot. it's a dangerous habit, and also my job. hire me as a freelance thing! i'm good (full stack, nixos, whatever).

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web site its like a puppycat house or something
languages eng, heb, tok | js 💜, rust, nix
bio early 20s. got the tism. she/it
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@MaddieM4 Yeah.. The sheer social pressure is insane, I keep on doubting myself. Because how often is everyone else wrong about something, actually..

I continue to hold faith in society, but it's much harder to dismiss this because of it being a statistical approach. It's a very man made horror, that we train these models to present a chat-like interface. By default, a base ("foundation") model is just an obvious junk machine.

I think that is why this is hard. It's like a drug.
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@gendercensus At this point, maybe it'd be better to come up with some custom software? You're surrounded by programmers, after all this is the transfem demographic :)
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so it was doing this for 28 hours.. That explains why my internet was so slow yesterday ~
grafana showing 200Mb out for 28 hours
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aghh so sleepy neocat and dealing with the backblaze usage alerts..
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the .meow gTLD might actually happen~?

www.kickstarter.com/projects/dotmeow/meow-next-round-gtld-application
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@alina you asked!
screenshot of fastfetch on faith, a GPD Pocket 4. there's a drawing in RNote in the background saying a stylized "meow". it's my favorite strangest machine
screenshot of cookiemonster. emacs in the background on the left screen, along with fastfetches for 3 machines over ssh. and cantata my favorite mpd client on the right taking up the entire second screen.
fastfetch on a 16" M1 Pro , running macOS. it's pretty boring
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i only did this because of a regression that made git start SIGBUSing when running on bindfs XD
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normal amount of code to fix website (now all the git invocations for the rss feeds are ran at build-time)
a git commit displayed in emacs in magit: dont git at runtime 8 files changed, 69 insertions(+), 37 deletions(-) .gitignore | 1 + src/build/moddates.ts | 38 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ src/build/noforced.ts | 4 ++-- src/build/pre.ts | 4 +++- src/lib/feed.ts | 42 +++++++++++++++++++---------------------- src/routes/feed.atom/+server.ts | 5 ++--- src/routes/feed.json/+server.ts | 7 ++----- src/routes/feed.xml/+server.ts | 5 ++---
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i am reflecting on javascript's reflection facilities themselves with reflection neocat_thumbsup

...Object.fromEntries(Reflect.ownKeys(Reflect).map(k => [k, (_, ...args) => Reflect[k](invocation, ...args)])),
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@artemis aw thank you!!
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"I can't believe you made sure your tattoo is fucking SCALABLE" ~a friend
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noise complaining @joepie91 they have a bass drop every minute? this is impressive Sven
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@green i mean . i agree . but also how is that any different from like, creating a new repo and adding the remote on your local and pushing it

this is what makes git distributed after all
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you will suffer for your art
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t4t
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i don't really have a moral framework, a strong one
i care about some things,
i care about my people
about love
about kindness
about an open mind and connection in the present

about seeking beauty and never letting the callousness cover my sight

i don't know much
i'm barely more than a kid

but short-sightedness need not conquer me
let me live the life of a failure
let me live the life of my
self


right is when it feels good
i love you all <3
my paw with t4t tattooed on the wrist. there's a little mess on the background, it's a couch
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@artemis i hope this is funny to u, for years i didnt remember the order and to this day i just spam ~.~.~
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until it eventually works XD
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@artemis mreowrrr >:3
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love it when things send me cool pictures of themselves and i get to like edit them and enjoyyy them neocat_bongo_down
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getting Thru it.
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prog dream (log), minecraft, gore, forced marriage i had like, two girls and they weren't magical girls but they were kinda magical-dueling this other girl ? just a general antagonist, through a bunch of pseudo-Celeste levels.

and we keep going for fuckin ages just goin thru the levels never quite catching up to antagonist until we realize she's cheating cuz there was a command block for like /gamemode creative @p on a ladder. and that' s like super sus so one of the characters quits the game and now they're like. running through a very straight tunnel in real life.

also i was nearly force-married to my grandma and there was a ledge where we wanted to take the photos, and we hiked from the wrong direction. it's like this netting around the mountain face to make it safe, except a bear fucking bit someone thru it. now he didn't take anything off bcuz he wasn't committed to the bit, but she couldn't move at all until he got tired of using her as a stim toy.

anyway yea. we woke up on like, the edge of the pillow in a very awkward formation XD
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