slutposting
at the same time I am ultimately the person here who's, yk, underfucked, and getting my needs met is my problem to solve. so it'd be instructive that I should go out of my way to seek people out to have sex with but the thing is that involves talking to people and it's really scary? I can sort of flirt, at least. sometimes.
idt that's a major impossibility tho, more so that I don't feel ready for that at the moment.
and I am NOT downloading grindr fuck that shit