religion-, personal (no boosting pls)
has some christian song from her past (christian upbringing) randomly stuck in her head again and is kinda annoyed by it because of all the bad shit tied to it¹¹ speeches and discussions about being gay or trans being sin (fuck you, from the bottom of my heart :3) long before I managed to accept and come out myself, fundamentalists among them spewing hatred unhindered, getting repeatedly attempted to be dragged into it again once or twice a year, ...
Why would I want to be part of something (again) that is against so much of what fundamentally makes me me; that kept me down (directly and indirectly) for the larger part of my life. No matter that there are many who are (more) accepting – I just can't make the mental gymnastics to believe in all that. I'm not eating an apple that is glazed with chocolate in the front and rotten in the back.
(btw I have zero issue with any individual just because they believe in X or Y or whatever. I have an issue with people who have, condone or excuse harmful behaviors and views specifically, and those who are too ignorant to see the negative parts that are very much "incompatible" with me.)