mental health ramblings-, parents
i have such complicated feelings towards my parents and i'm not sure what the resolution of that will be. i have sort of... passively avoiding them. like, i call them sometimes, and when they call, i pick up and we talk for a good hour or so, but i haven't been there in so long.
it feels like i am still always scared to see them. there's so much dread surrounding it, though it's never that bad when i am actually there; i don't know. is this trauma or am i just a bad person?
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mental health ramblings-, parents
the good thing is, with every time i visited them, i get to be a little more comfortable and a little more myself. maybe the fact that i couldn't be fully myself all this time is also a reason for why i am feeling the way i feel. idk
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