mental health ramblings-, parents
i have such complicated feelings towards my parents and i'm not sure what the resolution of that will be. i have sort of... passively avoiding them. like, i call them sometimes, and when they call, i pick up and we talk for a good hour or so, but i haven't been there in so long.it feels like i am still always scared to see them. there's so much dread surrounding it, though it's never that bad when i am actually there; i don't know. is this trauma or am i just a bad person?