mh-, medication
i'll up my antidepressants to the prescribed 375mg again. i tried going down to 337.5mg very slowly because i have already been on antidepressants for 3 years now, but it's clearly not working out. i don't want to be dependent on antidepressants my whole life, and i feel kind of grim about the fact that i am just barely stable with the absolute highest dosis of venlafaxine, and that even that may not be enough at times 
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