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println!("Hiiiiii :3");


If you know me from formal or irl spaces, you probably shouldn't look in here. Proceed at your own risk.

transgender nonbinary catpuppygirlthingbotthing. free Palestine

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Find my pronouns here:

EN: bfl0.de/pro-en
DE: bfl0.de/pro-de

## General content warnings/notices for this account

Of course, every content warning-worthy post is marked as such explicitly. This list is non-exhaustive and is perhaps interesting if you debate on whether or not to follow me, or stuff neocat_happy_blep

- Anti-capitalist posts
- Linux/UNIX rambling
- NSFW content. Lots of it. Kink included!
- yuri
- Trans*posting
- Shitposting
- dog-, cat- and botposting
- Rust (Programming Language)-posting
- Bad puns, and sometimes good ones, too!

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was previously:

- @starflower; Migration reason: Wanted more features than glitch-soc can offer!

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come for the chat protocols, stay for the lesbianism!

If you are below 18 years of age: Please do not interact with or view any posts marked as NSFW, lewd, or similar.

neocat_flag_trans Transgender, ⁣neocat_flag_nb non-binary, ⁣neocat_flag_lesbian lesbian, ⁣spinny_cat_transfemme transfeminine gender mess, born to :3 in a world of :)'ers !!

Here's some,,, perhaps interesting Information about me:

💜 I love programming and spend most of my free time with computers
💜 certified silly (mentally ill)
neobot_code_rust I love Rust (language)!
💜 I'm non-binary and transfeminine
💜 I love trains and generally all forms of efficient public transportation
💖 Working on new decentralized, open source communications software (polyproto and polyphony-chat). Also working with/on Matrix, which does NOT mean I like Matrix

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## Testimonials from other critters
"great emotional support puppygirl :3"
- @fugi

"on the spectrum"
- my boss

"smells a little"
- wife

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neobot Mk.7 Reconnaissance, Combat and General Command Execution Unit
Birthday 9999-01-01
Pronouns die/deren (DE), they/them, it/its (EN)
$FLIRTING allowed and encouraged! My sexual attraction is pretty lesbian or gynesexual, FYI.
$POLITICAL_VIEWS Anarcho-Communist, Democratic Socialist, extreme left wing 🪽, strictly anti-tankie
$RELATIONSHIP_STATUS relationship anarchism! Limited to one romantic relationship, which is my fiancé, but other than that, almost everything is fair game :)
$PRONOUNS_DE-ANY https://bfl0.de/pro-de
$PRONOUNS_EN-ANY https://bfl0.de/pro-en
$PROFILE_GIT_CODEBERG https://codeberg.org/ava
$IANA_PEN 61536
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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serious (not joking) mental health, mh--, going into trauma details, bullying I am pretty sure that this "have to perform, be funny, or always contribute something positive" is still a very big lump of behavior from back in school. trying my best to make people laugh was the only way I survived back then. pure hell. and noone saw how I suffered
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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serious (not joking) mental health, mh- no but genuinely
having friends who just,, like you for who you are, when you don't do anything or don't feel like you have to pose for others; that's..... new to me. and still very fragile
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3mo
joke, nsfw:mild lewdity, mental health related I hope that I am also loved and liked when I am not trying to be funny or super charming or insanely hot and breedable and have this extremely huge gock and
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
3mo
I rewrote it in Rust anyway. the Rust program is 100x faster than the shellscript?? ​neocat_owo​ ok

RE: fed.amazonawaws.com/notes/adynpf3jr0kxtpn9
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
3mo
registered sex (SELinux) offender
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3mo
@4censord @alina do u shove it up the bung or up the mouth or
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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@alina @4censord maybe einnahmemethode
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
3mo
drugging, productivity @nicolewd you can be next in queue
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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drugging, productivity someone please force feed me mph and lock me in a jail cell with my laptop, a power cord, a toilet, food and water, and only release me once I finished writing all the polyproto specification I still need to write
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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@bread @sheepy0125 do it and screen it at 39c3
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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@iro_miya what if soup

it is soup season after all!
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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"Metadata"? (met her date her) Good for you, pal! neocat_wink
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
3mo
lewd, selfcest @icantchangethisname DAMN SAME OMG
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
3mo
mh-- depression
i've known you for so long now
it's a strangely comforting feeling to meet you again every now and then
but i'd much rather be happy and be rid of you forever. forever. forever. forever.
why am i not allowed to just be and stay happy
every time you come back it hurts just as much as if you hadn't been gone for even a single day
and i am begging for you to just be gone. forever.
why must it rip all my emotions right out of my chest? there's nothing, not even sadness; just an infinite void of agony and suffering
please just let me be
please
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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@alexia eventually i should just pay someone 20000 dollars to make an audited gpu accelerated version of the ed25519-dalek crate and then use that in my projects so that i can say that "this is the fastest home server EVER"
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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@alexia you have heard of gpu accelerated brute forcing; now get ready for gpu accelerated doing-the-fucking-opposite-of-that!
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@alexia it has been done already, in cuda and i think in metal, but not in spirv or naga or wgsl or glsl so weh
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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on second thought, i do not want to write my own ed25519 and sha512 implementation in a shader language; thanks neocat_melt_3
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
3mo
I should take this shellscript, rewrite it in rust, and make it INSANELY parallel by running it on the GPU instead. Much to think about here
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flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking made-with-estrogenverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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@fugi the things i could do with an openai datacenter