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If you know me from formal or irl spaces, you probably shouldn't look in here. Proceed at your own risk.

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Find my pronouns here:

EN:
bfl0.de/pro-en
DE:
bfl0.de/pro-de

## General content warnings/notices for this account

Of course, every content warning-worthy post is marked as such explicitly. This list is non-exhaustive and is perhaps interesting if you debate on whether or not to follow me, or stuff
neocat_happy_blep

- Anti-capitalist posts
- Linux/UNIX rambling
- NSFW content. Lots of it. Kink included!
- yuri
- Trans*posting
- Shitposting
- dog-, cat- and botposting
- Rust (Programming Language)-posting
- Bad puns, and sometimes good ones, too!

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was previously:

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@starflower; Migration reason: Wanted more features than glitch-soc can offer!

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come for the chat protocols, stay for the lesbianism!

If you are below 18 years of age: Please do not interact with or view any posts marked as NSFW, lewd, or similar.

neocat_flag_trans Transgender, ⁣neocat_flag_nb non-binary, ⁣neocat_flag_lesbian lesbian, ⁣spinny_cat_transfemme transfeminine gender mess, born to :3 in a world of :)'ers !!
23 years old.

Follow requests are accepted based on a vibe check. Don't be sad if you don't make it, meow !

Here's some,,, perhaps interesting Information about me:

💜 I love programming and spend most of my free time with computers
💜 certified silly (mentally ill)
neobot_code_rust I love Rust (language)!
💜 I'm non-binary and transfeminine
💜 I love trains and generally all forms of efficient public transportation
💖 Working on decentralized, open source communications software (polyproto and polyphony-chat)

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## Testimonials from other critters
"great emotional support puppygirl :3"
@fugi

"on the spectrum"
my boss

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neobot Mk.7 Reconnaissance, Combat and General Command Execution Unit
Birthday
0001-01-01
$FLIRTING allowed and encouraged! My sexual attraction is pretty lesbian or gynesexual, FYI.
$POLITICAL_VIEWS Anarcho-Communist, Democratic Socialist, extreme left wing 🪽
$RELATIONSHIP_STATUS relationship anarchism! Limited to one romantic relationship, which is my fiancé, but other than that, almost everything is fair game :)
$PRONOUNS_DE-ANY https://bfl0.de/pro-de
$PRONOUNS_EN-ANY https://bfl0.de/pro-en
$PROFILE_GIT_CODEBERG https://codeberg.org/ava
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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drugging, productivity someone please force feed me mph and lock me in a jail cell with my laptop, a power cord, a toilet, food and water, and only release me once I finished writing all the polyproto specification I still need to write
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
@bread @sheepy0125 do it and screen it at 39c3
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
@iro_miya what if soup

it is soup season after all!
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
"Metadata"? (met her date her) Good for you, pal! neocat_wink
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
lewd, selfcest @icantchangethisname DAMN SAME OMG
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
mh-- depression
i've known you for so long now
it's a strangely comforting feeling to meet you again every now and then
but i'd much rather be happy and be rid of you forever. forever. forever. forever.
why am i not allowed to just be and stay happy
every time you come back it hurts just as much as if you hadn't been gone for even a single day
and i am begging for you to just be gone. forever.
why must it rip all my emotions right out of my chest? there's nothing, not even sadness; just an infinite void of agony and suffering
please just let me be
please
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
@alexia eventually i should just pay someone 20000 dollars to make an audited gpu accelerated version of the ed25519-dalek crate and then use that in my projects so that i can say that "this is the fastest home server EVER"
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
@alexia you have heard of gpu accelerated brute forcing; now get ready for gpu accelerated doing-the-fucking-opposite-of-that!
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
@alexia it has been done already, in cuda and i think in metal, but not in spirv or naga or wgsl or glsl so weh
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
on second thought, i do not want to write my own ed25519 and sha512 implementation in a shader language; thanks neocat_melt_3
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
I should take this shellscript, rewrite it in rust, and make it INSANELY parallel by running it on the GPU instead. Much to think about here
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
@fugi the things i could do with an openai datacenter
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
lmfao
i used my 24 super fast threads for good and found an ssh publickey with the substring
puppy included in it:

ssh-ed25519 AAAAC3NzaC1lZDI1NTE5AAAAIIDyggSBZ/wMpuppyswihVRvov+bKHjMH3D6y6/vE3Ds star@starforge
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
ssh-pupkey AWAWAC3NzaC1lZDI1NTE5AAAAI3ECvsd29AdHwrIlKO1wAMJj3axW1EM/maI3mqpuppymkhZ woof@bark
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
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@makuru It says that at least one haeckse should know you
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
@49016 @awoo huhn waschen
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
I want to become a haeckse but for that I have to know someone who is already a haeckse! And I don't know anyone who I also know to be a haeckse neocat_floof_sad
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
non-con drugging, petplay @iro_miya @la As someone inexperienced with practical dubcon stuff, this reply is just extremely insightful, informative and helpful, thanks!!!

also, may I ask what drug this was? I have heard some pointers from other people but didn't quite like the side effects of those drugs
neocat
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
non-con drugging, petplay @la @iro_miya well you would only ever do that with someone who you have talked to about this, and where you have clarified all the surrounding factors like "please do this but do not do this", the risks, etc. beforehand

that's the first "c" of "cnc":
consensual non-consent
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ava@soon39c3:~cursor_blinkingverifiedlesbian @star@amazonawaws.com
1mo
matrix (protocol) shitpost (too real though), caps @makuru they should call it bolybroto