python ramblings
importing json, filtering/transforming lists, accessing dict keys, logic expressions, why does it all have to be so damn verbose and ugly
ADHD
Why do I function so well / efficiently under (certain types of) pressure?? It's like, I'm more clear headed, focused, able to think of all the important things to grab, when I have 15 minutes from bed to door (proven again today), than when I plan with as much time as I actually normally need.
Of course I can't rely on this, because if only one unlucky thing went wrong, it'd all blow up. And being under stress all the time is also not sustainable of course. But could there not be some middle ground that works too? 🥺