reflections on wip
i guess i am kind of a strange being for my capacity for dealing with life threatening problems myself. of course we're plural but that doesn't influence this thought, its about this self sustenance thinng. we don't like independence, we like interdependence. but this is a trait that both lets me do things my way and hurts us like crazy on a near daily basis.i'll just like. hold off a few panic attacks and talk to noone about it to any degree even close to that. i will have a polite conversation, then perhaps seek info from a second person and get a hug from a third. it's so weird how hidden that is and i guess im not the only one but that is rather unconfirmable