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nsfw, meta, self

So the first time trying to do bottom prep in ages with the updated knowledge I now have and new, more comfortable tools to do the job with, has actually really been quite fine. Definitely not nearly as annoying or excruciating as it used to be. A larger sample size is needed of course, but this is actually encouraging, for once!

Despite what one might think, I actually do not have penetrative sex that often at all, and when I do, I mostly top, because the act of doing prep has been something I dread so much that I just never got the chance to try stuff I've been wanting to try for years.

I wish this was a more prevalent topic overall, yknow. This whole process still feels very shameful to me of all critters, and I feel like this could be positively influenced by hearing about the experiences other individuals made with their shells (bodies) and stuff like that.

Half-baked thoughts aside, I got this really nice, all-silicone enema bulb that is soft and just of nice quality, and tried the thing that I heard for sooo long now, which is using only a tiny bit of water. Must have only been 30 or 45ml in the bulb, and that worked really nicely, without feeling super bloated or cramped afterwards :) Cause yes, if you didn't know, too much water in the butt equals nuh uh! At least for quite some critters, everyone's different :>