mh--@star i feel like i'm partly to blame and that maybe if i didn't try to bring attention to her it would have gotten better but im not sure if what i did was wrong or right and it's eating my soul
mh--@star plus like i get that she's hurting but the way that she is treating everyone around her is not okay. of course i don't think that means she should be condemned to die by her own hand, but it makes getting her help that much more frustrating when there's an expectation that everyone trying to save her is going to be punched at