:celeste_hearts_lesbian::celeste_hearts_trans::celeste_hearts_demisexual: flori_ava_star:~:cursor_blinking: (@star)

many of my problems could be solved by me starting to just... not care

people in public looking at you strange sometimes? - don't care!
parents making a comment about your collar? - don't care!
someone commenting something weird under one of your posts? - don't care!

@star you should teach fish violence

@star i got new adhd meds and new anxiety meds. and unironically. im able to mostly do that now. god. its feels good. before i couldn't. i can now ignore stuff! instead of self destroying myself :D

still those things happening is not good. im just happy im feeling better :)

@star Thatd be great. But my environment is such that id risk serious physical violence ;-;

mentions physical violence and (very shallow, i.e. not in-depth at all) experience with being assaulted

@yama I definitely know first-hand that this is not a good idea for everyone. And I am sorry that you are in such an environment. I hope that you can get to somewhere better very soon

Sadly, where I live (Saxony, Germany; famously right-wing state), physical violence is a very real possibility for me as well. Hell, I have also already experienced physical violence first-hand here, and have been threatened more times than I could keep track of...

But personally, for me—and just for me—this is worth it.