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my housing crisis visiting my grandparents was the worst mistake i've made all year, all it taught me was fear and loathing in my pain

privacy is a privilege - i"m not allowed to lock any doors behind me and if i do anyway they will break it down and beat me up or worse

not being threatened with violence is a privilege

internet is a privilege but even if it wasn't they still wouldn't give it to me because they think the internet is evil and they have no clue how to set it up

public transport infrastructure is a privilege - i cant go anywhere because all distances require a car and there are only hills and mountains and forests everywhere

reading books is a privilege, there are none and i have to ask to be driven to the library

not having all my belongings searched for drugs is a privilege, i thought this place was at least safe as storage unit but they opened every single parcel i sent here to then defame me because they found weed which i havent found the time to smoke in literal weeks lmfao

not being misgendered is a privilege, not being deadnamed is a privilege

not freezing to death is a privilege, i had to craft a makeshift heated blanket because they removed the heating from my room before housing me
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my housing crisis i'm the most pathetic soul there is, seemingly this state just wants me dead
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celeste_hearts_lesbianceleste_hearts_transceleste_hearts_demisexual flori_ava_star:~cursor_blinking @star@amazonawaws.com
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RE, generational trauma, affirmation @alina you're not pathetic. they are. Your grandmother for not being able to have a spine when a literal life depends on it, and your grandfather for, well, everything.

Out of all the pathetic people calling themselves "your ancestors", you are the one good apple from a long line of rotten trees. They hate you because you are trying to live your life the way you see fit. Something they'd never be able to do.
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re: RE, generational trauma, affirmation @star thank you awawa
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Evelyn Estelle @dragonfi@social.jsteuernagel.de
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re: RE, generational trauma, affirmation @star @alina Thank you for phrasing it way better than how I would have done it.
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