mh--
depressioni've known you for so long now
it's a strangely comforting feeling to meet you again every now and then
but i'd much rather be happy and be rid of you forever. forever. forever. forever.
why am i not allowed to just be and stay happy
every time you come back it hurts just as much as if you hadn't been gone for even a single day
and i am begging for you to just be gone. forever.
why must it rip all my emotions right out of my chest? there's nothing, not even sadness; just an infinite void of agony and suffering
please just let me be
please